Sunday, October 26, 2008

Ididnothaveinternetconnectionforlikeaweekorsopityme.

Okay, so I'm not dead yet. And I just sneaked out...

Also, we went Mangrove Planting! And it was fun and tiring and the place was murky~
I snapped some pics. I'll be uploading them as soon as possible~

I didn't freaking had internet connection for like a week.
Someone just fetch me now or who wants to adopt me?
I'll be mailing myself to you. For Free.

LMAO.


Tag replies~ ♥

Haeza: lolz. Did not even know why I edited that pic. Maybe I was... hahahahaha!


Xiu: Darling, I'm okay and alryt. This Ahjumma is just busy with school and home stuffs. I'll be updating soon. Don't miss me that much. XDDDD IMALYSM!


Ciara: LMAO! I believe I've set restrictions in my blog.. But I'm happy and super glad that you finally found me! You have my FS account and vice-versa, we can still communicate, y'know? But I believe school is betraying us.. hahahaha! I've linked you already. Have you not have a cbox? I was looking for your cbox but I can't seem to find it. I freaking envy your blogskin. It's so sexy like that! <3!

Poopie Ddal: How're you? XD



Damn, I'm so outdated with all the DBSK stuffs.
Someone enlighten me?


Okay, so this has been the Dramatic Bastard.
Toodles! Keep safe everyone~!


P.S.
Font style change will begin from time to time so expect the unexpected. XD






Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Lubricants IS not just for lubrication. It can also be used as a noun, a verb, an adverb and an adjective.

Again, do not mind my freaky title.

Woah. I came home super early today! Just put my bags in the sofa, let out my lunch bag and put it in the table. I actually ditched my classmates for this afernoon's practice.

The fourth year high school students of my school were asked to make an opening presentation for this month's Social Studies Month. The program will be, I believe, in the last week of October. And just yesterday, our Social Studies informed us about our activities:

October 26th - Tree Planting
November 8th - Feeding Program
December 8th - Pilgrimage


Well, that's not just that. There will be more coming soon. And, my prediction about me being a dead meat by the month of October (if you could still remember I mentioned it in one of my previous posts).

Also, this is so random but I will just blog about it to make this post longer than the usual. lol

So, few blocks away from our house is a Gasoline Station. I'll just keep the name of that gasoline station for the sake of confidentiality. XDDDDD

So, I was randomly reading the signs and saw a weird and unusual word for me...

and that word is "lubricants".


which reminded me of reading a pile of fics stored in my livejournal account.

To tell you the truth, if I don't have the time I really wanted to use, I just go to LJ then, scan some stuffs then if ever I like it and feel like reading it, I'll then click Memories. XD

Okay, I need food.

Monday, October 13, 2008

Hokay, this post is *NOT* for Anti JaeHo fans A.K.A. people with diabetes and close-minded/ fucktardswhosmellykshitgodie


GLAD THIS WAS JUST A STILL IMAGE CUZ IF NOT, I'D REALLY DIE ON THE SPOT.




I actually don't have any idea why the heck I edited this pic..

God knows how happy I am right now. lol.

Little keedz, don't try to imitate a 16 year old pervert & sex deprived someone like me.

Why did Yunho made his nipples moobies that obvious in the first place?
Made me go *flails* like never before. Damn.

I'm a sinner. I hope I rot and die now.
LMAO.






OffSidetopiness:
The random multiple posts update:
The Week That Was # 78

The other multiple post is those two below this fucking post. lol.

There Is No Such Thing As Free Lunch

Many years ago, the newly elected President of the land (I don't have any idea what, which and where) made his first official duty. He called in all his economic managers and advisers and told them to write down all the economic activities and knowledge of the society. They were given a year to do it.

So after a year, they presented the result of their Herculean effort. It was written in 30 volumes, with 500 pages each. By that time, the President was so busy with all the affairs of the state that he couldn't read the lengthy volumes. So he told his economic managers and advisers to summarize their reports in one volume with 200 pages.

They could not do anything but follow the President's order. So they went back to their writing desks trying to come up with just one volume of report.

After exerting a lot of effort, they finally came up with one volume, 200 pages report to the President. But again, luck was not on their side because the President could not meet them due to more pressing affairs. However, he sent them a message telling that he could not find time to read the one volume report. So he ordered them to reduce it in one sentence. If they fail to do so, they would be terminated from their jobs.

Given a limited time, the economists returned to their desks, shooing their heads and pondering upon their impossible task. Again, comtemplating on what would happen to them if they failed. They were in deep thought when they chanced to see a television commercial about a scene, where two boys were about to take their meal.

One boy asked his friend if their meal is free. The boy answered yes. But the other boy said no, because someone had to pay for the meal. And so whom is that someone who pays for all the people who prepared their food? Is it not you or probably I?

After watching the commercial, the economists got an idea on what to report to the President. Eventually, they understood the root cause of all economic problems. Hurriedly, they presented the sentence to the President. And you know what the sentence was?


"There is no such thing as a free lunch"- which the economic educators described as the basic concept of economists.



Source: Economics, David C. Colander

Forgive and Forget

Forgive and Forget

Carrying a grudge is a loser's game. It is the ultimate frustration because it leaves you with more pain that you hold in the first place.

Recall the pain of being wronged, the hurt of being stung, cheated, demeaned. Doesn't the memory of it fuel the fire of fury again? Do you feel that hurt each time your memory lights on the people who've done you wrong? Your own memory becomes a videotape within your soul that plays unending reruns of your old rendezvous with pain. Is this fair to yourself—this wretched justice of not forgiving?

The only way to heal the pain that will not heal itself is to forgive the person who hurt you. Forgiving heals your memory as you change your memory's vision. When you release the wrong doer from the wrong, you cut a malignant tumor out from your inner life. You set a prisoner free—yourself.


Forgive and Forget (Harper & Ron)
-Reader's Digest September 1990





I've kept this selection/topic in the back portion of my Computer Notebook. You wanna know why? Because I was thinking of posting this one up in either my FS blog or in my BS blog while having our Computer Class and ditch my teacher's discussion. haha!

Y'know, not many of you knew this controversial side of mine.

Yes, I'm controversy/pathetic illegitimate child who longs for his real Dad since ages.

It's quite funny how I envy little kids whenever they get carried by their Daddies in malls or in anywhere. The sight of it somehow strucks me senseless.

I envy them. I don't know why.

At first, I feel like "Awww. How cute." but, just right after when realisation comes at me, I go "sh1t. I feel like crying. whatthefuckk?" then go Emo.

My step-dad has been treating me well when I was still younger but things has changed. And I'm not gonna elaborate more about that thing so as to not make you guys pity me more. haha!

Okay, so it's not that bad narrating stuffs in the internet. Specially more private stuffs. Afterall, it's not a live interview where almost 3/4 of the population of the world knows about my story and all.



It's just a matter of time forgiving and forgetting.

If you were in my place, you'd also be confused on what to do.


I'm alright okay?
Just feel like posting this up to cut a malignant tumor out from my fucking life. *smile*

Sunday, October 12, 2008

I'm Gay, so what?

I went to a forum and stumbled upon a random and as what most people consider "a weird topic". It's all about Gay people and all.

It's funny how majority of the people say "I'm fine/okay with it as long as they don't..."



Accepting means understanding.

To me, if you really accept gay people, gays/lesbians, you would accept them not just because of who they are but also who they are not. If there's a positive side, there would always be a negative side. And you have to deal with it whether you like it or not. It's a matter of time understanding a person, how they behave, how they act towards other people and etc.

Man is the doer of deeds and he will always be accountable of what his actions.

So if a person, is a Gay and prefers to be lewd and all, well since its his preference, its his responsibility. He will suffer the excruciating social stigma from people and would feel inferior. People would not accept him. They would just scrutinize him, making him feel worst than ever.

But if he prefers to be decent and professional, it's expected people would treat him right.

Ideally, it will still depend on the person which he/she prefers.



Well, I'm just irritated with people being so discriminating and all.
I'm hoping someday, people would just accept and understand other people.
It's not even hard.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

The Week That Was #78

title ftwishageness.

And and and so, I am proud to say that this is my 91st post.
9 more posts to be able to meet the 100th!

Anyways, I've decided to make multiple random blog posts for this day.
Though I'm not quite sure if I will be able to post those random blog posts for today in a specific time. I still have something to do, in other words: chores and school works.

I'm really gonna edit this after I do my laundry. ^^;V

edit~ October 13th 2:19am

GAAAAAH. Would you still care to know what happened to me the during the last week?

So yeah, we had that fucking and tiring CAT Formation, that's the reason why my thighs hurt like mad. I swear, I'm so getting equal on you soon, Mr. Wing 1.

After that exhausting CAT formation we ate our luncheon then head to Perpetual Succor Hospital to visit our sick Literature teacher. The funny thing was, when we opened the door, our teacher was already okay. He told us he just went to the Information desk to settle some stuffs a.k.a. pay the bills then go out from that freaking hospital.

We even bought 5 pieces of apples for him. And that cost us a Php75.00 pesos. You go do the maths on its equivalent to dollars. A Php40.oo = US$1.

Well, I did not really regret buying those apples. My share was only Php5.00~

So so, my last week was rather funny.

Lots of funny stuffs happened ranging from angst all the way to zombieness:

Tolitz Nikko Querubin was acting like a biatch when he sat on my lap then farted out of nowhere. Man.. his fart was a total ftw. If you was in my place, you'd totally put a hand in Tolitz's cheeks. He started looking at my face that resulted to me feeling awkward and all. Dang. He was touching my overlapped fringe and was like "How come your fringe has a mind of its own that whenever I try to make to go into this direction, it goes the other way around?"

I almost fell from my chair.

After Tolitz, Charlie came to me to talk about stuffs regarding relationships and all. And hell no, he was not courting me or something. We're both males. And yes, I am male. *glares* Anyways, he asked me something and our convo went like this:

Him: Kyang?
Me: Hmmm? *busy reading something*

BTW, I was reading a long short-story made by Zarah Joi Ancajas. He story was all about this girl named Elcid and how she and her family moved from New York to New Jersey. They moved to a sicko place called Bloodeudd wherein some reports said that a couple of people are killed in and the people's insides (intestines, organs and all.. eww.) were obtained and who ever was the victim of the slaughtering will become a member of that killing squad.. It's a suspense/romatic-comedy/ blood and gore fic. Sad to say, she did not finish the story.

Anyways, so my convo with Charlie Labra:

Him: Can I ask you something?
Me: Sure. Anything~ *still busy reading*
Him: What is a cleavage?
Me: o.0

So yeah. It's one of the many situations I did not see coming. You know, its difficult to explain to a man a woman thing. You know, like how we change tampons everytime we have our monthly disposal, how we measure our cup size and all. If we are talking to a fellow woman, of course, we wouldn't hesitate to spill out what we have in our minds because we know she is safe but if it comes to men, gaaah, I just wanted to slap them and make them realise how useful a dictionary is. Geeez.

In the end, I did not tell Charlie what exactly is a cleavage
but I made him try to figure it out.

Changes~ Changes~ Changes~
I've changed my font size to smaller 10x. lol. Poorvie ddal sexy butt love has noticed it. >.<>forced asked her to dedicate a super long post about me and how cool, awesome, generous, great and overall how lovely I am. BWUAHAHAHAHA! That is what you call opportunity cost. XD

Also, Ma. Ofelia has her *NEW* BS account too~ I kinda influenced her to make one. haha!

My Mirotic Album's ship out date will be on October 26 and it will land to my wanting arms on November 8th, according to the awesome Mishi of cass.ph. org forum. ^^ She was the one who helped me to but that fucking Album. I don't have a credit card and well, thanks to her I will now have my first ever DBSK album after (for almost) 2 years of fandom.. ^___^;V

Last last week, my friends pranked me by letting me answer a very random call that came from all the way to Australia. We have a transferre student who came from England. Well, he's not pure American. He was actually an old student in my school but in the previous years of highschool, his family went back to England so he continued his studies there. And they were having this Australian accent and all, and to my stupidity, I did not have the slightest clue it was actually my classmate, Mary Loren Pedimonte who sits just 2 seats in front of me, was the one calling. I was pranked 3 times. T____T I even had the pseudonym JM (Josaine Marie) hahaha! Well, I did not really lie on my real name. My real name's initials are JM and so yeah. hahahaha!

The people involved in the prank call are the following:

Adeline Trinidad
Dashielle Antipuesto
Mary Loren Pedimonte
Nicole Dianne Veloso
Jorge Moses Ruflo
Ana Marie Calumba
Zarah Joi Ancajas

Well, the last 2 people are maybe, just instruments. Not that sure if they were accomplices as well. I had to use my English on the spot. ThankGod I know how to use it properly. Though, I'm positive if I'm gonna listen to it right now, it'll sound fobby. haha! Still, damn them.


Also, when Mom and I was buying some school supplies, I brought up the thing about DBSK and Fahrenheit. And Mom did not give a sh1t. She was like:

Mom: I still like F4.
Me: Its JVKV now. No more F4.
Mom: Whatever. Your DBSK is so feminine. I can't stand them.
Me: *as if* *mumbles smthing incoherent*
Mom: Stop cursing. I know you are.
Me: *sigh* Even if they look so feminine to you, you can't compare DBSK's singing abilities to any other.
Mom: *pats my head*
Me: *obeys* >.>



Ofelia and I also went to SM (that's a mall) and lurked thru some stalls with cute Sakura chibis and stuffs. We went to this anime section and I saw a fucktatious Death Note, Nightmare before Christmas and Detective Conan stuffs. I really want to buy the Death Note necklace, and the NBChristmas purse and the DConan wallet thingy. Sad to say, I'm super broke. T___T

Now, that reminds me I have to save money to be able to have Php2800.00 before November 18th to pay my loaned money from Adeline Trinidad. *sigh* I borrowed Php1300.00 and she asked me to pay an additional Php1500.00 so that means I have to pay a total of Php2800.00

T_______T

She's such an ass.







*wipes sweat*

If she's an ass, I'm the butt cheek. Both the left and the right. lol.







Sexy Jaejoong, yes. Moobies, fuck, yes.


*runs away flailing*

Just Because I'm A Sucker..


I slept right after I came from school and changed clothes.


Why must I love my comfy bed that much that everytime I go on top of him,

I get swept away hypnotised?


Anyways, anyways, its a freaking 6am already.


And I still have to go to school for our CAT Formation.
We, hopefully, will visit our Literature teacher who is currently in the hospital...
He got sick badly. I don't know the cause though~ T____T
I hope he's doing fine now.




And pictures?




YOOSU ftwishageness~


Just love how Junsu bit his upper lip.

And how Yoochun's cheeks form like that of an egg.





This is just so LMAO.


They both look adorkable.





This pic has to be printed..



YOOSU on stage..
You know something, if you were one of my classmates, and if you've seen how my hair looks like when its not in its proper state, you'd say I gots the hair of Yoochun. The thing is, the "overlapped" crazy/weirdo fringe of Chun is right-sideways, while mine's on the left. ^^;V





zombie


Photobucket

And well, I can't get enough of him so yeah. This is like one of the many selected wishes a fangirl(who doesn't stink, lol) like me. Jaejoong's sexy fucking forehead ftwishageness.

This .gif was from Happy Together show. I haven't watched it. T___T Maybe tonight or later by the time I get home from school and when I finished my businesses. ^^;V





And, well, the reason why I wasn't able to update a more decent post was because of Ms. Ana Marie Calumba, who forced asked to overhaul her *NEW* blogspot account. haha. Well, she's gay after all so, why not?



Okay. That would be all for now. Ima go take bath. ;]

Toodles!

Friday, October 10, 2008

*cough*Spam*cough*Post*cough*

*Cough cough cough*

Ahem. So, I failed to edit my previous post about my pathetic yet majestical stories of us (me and Mum and her officemates) in the beach~!

But, the good thing here is that I will be online tonight!

*woots* *throws confetti*

And another thing, well, I'll just keep it a secret now. lol.

And and and, I miss the computer screen, the keyboard, the minute yet sturdy and strong digital mouse whatever you call that mouse that has lasers on the inside, the speaker/headphone in which I listen music to.


Replied to the tags in my cbox..

Saturday, October 4, 2008

The Awesome First Saturated Day In October

title ftw.

So, we went to the beach today and it was 8730334601374 times fun!

I no longer have the fair complexion I once had and patiently cared and persevered for almost a couple of months. T___T

My mind needs food at the moment so while waiting for dinner to be served, I'll just leave this post for tonight and edit this when I'm done with my laundry. Dang, handwash sucks.

Pics will follow.

edit [0300 hrs, Sunday]

Due to unexpected stuffs that took place, I wasn't able to edit this post on the said time. Wait, did I even said a specific time when shall I edit this post? Aiiyooo. So, anyways, its already 3am and to tell you the truth, I haven't done my laundry still and it's in the bathroom soaked and I guess it will stink few more minutes from now. I really need to take a sleep first. I feel like a zombie.

BTW, the reason why I wasn't able to do the things I should be doing, as mentioned above, was because we went to the Cathedral, situated in the City to pay homage to the Virgin Mary. The sacred Virgin Mary's statue something something (forgive me for not knowing the name of the statue something) was brought from the Monastery in Simala to town and today, since its already Sunday morning, is the last day of the sacred statue. It was believed that the Virgin Mary's sacred statue is miraculous and anyone who asks for something from her would really happen. You know, usual stuffs people do..

Did I said in one of the previous blog posts that I am a Roman Catholic?

Anyways, enough said. I really should go to sleep now before Mom starts to shout at me, hailing me away from the precious computer screen and keyboard that I trully miss.

I think I'll just edit this by the time I woke up later..


And just because my Auntie and I discussed about DBSK on our way home from the Cathedral:



Yeah. I love them. XD
And their pronounciations has improved its so impressive!


P.S.
I'm buying the Mirotic Album Version A. ftw! *flails*

Thursday, October 2, 2008

The Return of the Comeback


I believe its been ages and I apologise.

I wanted to post something for the first day of October yet I failed.
I'm such a failure.

Things that happend in the last 2 weeks of September were phenomenal. I did not imagine I could and would finally be able to realise the rotten truth about me and the world at large.
Sometimes, life gets tougher than expected but in the long run, as we try to contemplate, we will soon realise everything has its own reason.
Anyone remembered the Mango Jam me and my classmates made? I promised to post some pics.. Though its long overdue, still a promise is a promise.




That is my penmanship. XD
My surname is the one at the last...
You go figure. ;]





Yamango Jam!
I also did the drawing.. XD
Best served with Bread and Crackers~




This is a common scenario of me and my gang whenever we feel like skipping classes I mean, when we feel like chilling out. XD Figure out who I am in the three.. XD

P.S. I'm not gonna die yet. XD