Fuck off, bitches.

Yes, I am pissed.

First off, I will not apologize for my language. I will simply warn you that this post will have loadsa handful of cuss words. Fuck, I don't even care if you find that disturbing. Again, I don't give a fuck. So fuck off.

Second, I'm not gonna address this post to one particular person. I thought everybody who deserves some fuckery should be given this favor. ;)

Third, I don't even know why I'm wasting my time posting this shit. Those bitches and motherfuckers are not worthy of my time. They'll only bring wrinkles in my face. But since I can't fucking stand this fuckery anymore, I'll continue this fucking post.


The other day, someone in the family kind of told me to be more responsible AND sensitive about my posts in Facebook. And that, as an elder one (because I'm the second oldest in the 16 grandchildren) I should be the role model. Hence no posting of cuss words in the net.

I went WTF? It's called Freedom of Speech bitch. Do you even know that?

Jeez, I was born to have a mouth to say what I have in my mind and in my heart. But unfortunately, I couldn't say FUCK YOU! inside the house because I'm not supposed to. So, I put those undisclosed thoughts to writing. Thus, cussing in Facebook.

Honestly, I understand where that person is coming from. True some of my posts are a little bit overboard and that I cuss a lot, sometimes. But cussing doesn't mean bad or anything. Cuss words are like adjectives that gives emphasis to a person's feelings. Like, "Fuck, I had a really bad day." Somebody tell me what's so wrong with that?

If you find my posts offensive, that's not my problem anymore. Sure you had your own share of bad hair days, PMS, traffic and the stupid global warming. You were once mad. And you cussed. Our only difference is that you're in a country where native English speakers abound that they don't really mind/care if you say FUCK, SHIT, DAMN and those other cuss words. While I'm stuck here in our good old country where hypocrite people abound.

I'm not a saint. Therefore I won't act like one. But that didn't mean I should be evil. You see, sometimes, people just had to let those undisclosed thoughts they have in their mind. Because if they didn't they'd burst and then die.

I'd rather cuss words than tYPeeee lYk tehzzZZZZ jejejeje. Seriously.

I just had to let this out because if I didn't, I don't know anymore.

Srsly

dear negativity,

i hope you would just evaporate.

kthnbie,

thedramaticbastard ♥

random update and stuff

on school, life and fandom.

i'm still trying to adapt the sudden change of my sleeping habits. 2 months ago i was asleep in the morning and fully awake at night. i felt like some nocturnal creature. lol. now that June is coming that means school year starts soon. i've finally passed (or so i thought) my Freshman year in college. had a big sigh of relief really. i admit i didn't do good. i only did my job an "okay". not good, better not even best. my studying habits sucks. i thought i was so lucky for still passing with this average grade of mine. i know i can do better. heck even the best. the only i think is the downer is the mere fact of being an achiever. i don't know about the other countries but usually, here in my place, whoever is the achiever will also be the leader IN ALMOST EVERYTHING. if you're an honor student say the first honor, you'd automatically be the president, the class leader, the one who will substitute the teacher whenever he/she is out, the one who will monitor the class and the one's who'll be the class rep. if you're the second honor, you'll automatically be the vice-president. you'd assist the president in whatever he/she does. more like the second-best. at least word "best" was tagged in your title.

me? because i'm such a rebel, i don't belong to the Cream of the Crop. not because i'm stupid nor because i'm evading the responsibilitiesbut because i'm lazy to study lol. i just don't feel like being the BEST. idk. idk. i already know i'm one the best people in this side of the world, lol. i'm a best friend, a best dancer, a best singer and many more, lol. okay seriously, being the best is something so horrible, i guess. i know the average is not really okay/fine. but i thought it's better to play safe sometimes.

life? well, i'm proud to say i'm more sociable these days. been keeping in touch with best friends and my gang, ZAMMOJJ. Opel and I spent the whole day yesterday at school for the sucky enrollment process. the three of us including Zarah are going to the same university this June and that spells F.U.N. although we don't have same subjects because I'm taking Tourism, Zarah's taking Communication/Media and Opel taking Psychology, we can still spazz with each other by break time. ;)) i've also been in contact with Ana, Mike and Mia who go to the same uni. Ana's taking Nursing, Mike Psychology and Mia Hospitality Mgt. Jesu, however has been MIA for a while now. The last time we talked was on March during her sister's graduation day. she goes online sometimes but whenever she's online, we're all offline. xD but nah, another close friend looks at her so it's okay. i'm pretty sure she's doing fine.

also, i'm finally enrolled as a Sophomore student in my uni. and darn, big sigh of relief. what i don't like about my uni is it's ancient-ness. it's so old that it's enrollment process is still manual. i love it, okay? i've come to love it as much as i hate it. it's like a love-hate relationship. xD a one-sided love-hate relationship.
anyways, the enrollment process this school year was far from how last year was. when i was in my freshman year, the enrollment process was smooth and quick. maybe it was because there were lots of parents aiding their children. honestly, i don't like it. i mean, it's cute when your parents help you out and stuff. but when their there each and every step? that's not cute anymore. that's annoying.

since Opel had to stop for a year in college (she's supposed to be Sophomore too) she enrolled as a Freshman. and since I'm the senior, i volunteered to help her out since i'm more acquainted with the university and the enrollment process. the progress was okay. what i did not expect and take was how some people showed how uncivilized they are. please don't misunderstood. i'm not this mean. but seriously, would you not be pissed when you follow simple instructions like PLEASE FALL IN LINE yet some others won't? making the line queuing stagnant? what's worse is that the mothers (yes, most of them) were tolerating people who don't line up and would just insert wherever they want to insert in a line. the worst part was when i saw a mother (yes, a mother again) dragging her daughter into the middle of line, pushed her, insert and then BAM! she's finally in line. i thought it was unfair to do so because many people waited and lined, they came in late therefore they should be at the last yet they cheated, and it was actually the mother who did the cheating.

guh. people these days. i'm not gonna elaborate more on to that matter because it'll only make me pissed off again so yeah, moving on, lol.

sydvaughn unnie told me my Best Selection will be shipped by next week, prolly around Tues or Wed. YAYERS! ahahahahha. now i believe in the saying NO PAIN, NO GAIN. xD

To hell with the suffering I had to endure the enrollment week because I'll be receiving my Best Selection 2010 the week after! wooooooooooohoooooooooo! ahahahahaha!

also, about the pics. *sigh* i myself couldn't wait for it to be uploaded. But I had fun this summer of 2010. the best ever since 2009. ^^

about fandom. there's loads of negativity floating around the web. and it is starting to wear me out. but nah, Always Keep the Faith is Always Keep the Faith. I don't care about those who already lost their faith on our boys. It's their decisions.


Time will come the Gods from the East will rise again.

ANDDDDDDD! Me and a couple of other Cassies in my place will celebrate Chun's birthday by a little gathering. I will finally be able to eat in Korean resto. And Soju! YES! xDDD

Opel's Victory Party~

Muhahahahahaha! ♥

Last week, before I flew (more like sailed) my way to Iligan City for the party~(I have to make another blog post for that lol) Opel and I had a little party in her house to celebrate her victory on passing the entrance exam of her new university, the Cebu Normal University (CNU), which happens to be my current university! Since Zarah and I are already school mates PLUS Opel, that means, all three of us will be going to the same university! YAY!

Anyways, so yeah. Prior to the victory party lol. I asked my mom if she could call CNU and ask if Opel passed her entrance exam and then call me back. After almost 30 agonizing minutes I sent mom a text message because it seems she kinda forgot what I asked her (she didn't call right away =__=") So, after the "So, how did your inquiry go" message. She replied a "Passed".

Man, I went craaaaazy and screamed like woah. I immediately sent a GM (group message) to few people informing them of Opel's achievement:

OMG OMG FUCK YEAH. MA. OFELIA ERMODO EFFING PASSED HER ENTRANCE EXAM! LET'S CELEBRATE! WOOT WOOT! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Most of them were our gang mates, ZAMMOJJ and few others who are close to us. Passing the said entrance exam really meant a lot to all of us, as much as it did to Opel. And I personally know what she has been through since her hiatus from college. But what's done is done. Past is past. The present is a gift!

Okay, wtf am I blabbering about?

After all the congratulatory message, Opel called me and was like:

Me: AHAHAHAHAHAHA

Opel: Kyang?! For real? Seriously?

Me: AHAHAHAHAHAHA

Opel: Yah~ this is srsbzniz! Is this really for real? Did I really pass the exam?

Me: No. Actually you failed. You didn't pass. *grin*

Opel: Weh.

Me: WEH! YOU EFFING PASSED THE EXAM LET'S CELEBRATE DEMMIT!

Opel: Sure sure AHAHAHAHAHHA

And so after the spazzy and squeal-tactic phone call, we made preparations for our celebration the following day. We've actually planned before hand. We often holler at each other, spazz, rant, laugh, and even back-stab people we thought we're worthy of our praise. MUHAHAHA LOLJK. Really, we've already planned to have a small party in her house. We're supposed to make no-bake brownies but due to money and time constraints, the plan was postponed. We tried to contact the other gang but some of them are either busy with their own lives, or just acting like a greedy bitch. LOLJK.

And so since I've done lotsa talk now, without further ado I present to you the awesome pics (courtesy of Opel herself) we took during our fab victory party:

We made our very own Spaghetti ala Ikyang and Opel. ^^ That paper bag up there was what the cashier/bagger used for he ingredients we purchased. I couldn't resist the urge to ask the saleslady some questions:

Me: Uhm, excuse me Miss but since when did you start using paper bags?

Saleslady: We just started using this Maam. We usually use paper bags every Wednesday.

Me: *looks at Opel* Oh. Today's a Wednesday right?

Opel: Uh.. yeah?

Me: Yeah. Figures. We should take note of that. xD

They were actually doing that thing, I meant the paper bag thingy because SM (the department store/supermarket) was trying to be a little Environment-friendly. :/ *snicker* Anyways, moving on..

We've finally arrived at Opel's ever so welcoming and lovely home at Consolacion, Cebu! That's just few minutes away from our house here in Panagdait. ^^ No stalking please loljoke. Opel's preparing the water to boil for the pasta~

This is yours truly and her sexy back. LMAO.

I did the chopping and slicing of the garlic, onions and hotdogs!

I also washed the ground pork. ^^ Look at how sweaty I am!

The other ingredients lol. We're so disorganized. XD

There's salt, the laddle (hahaha!) and the Spaghetti Sauces

The pasta getting ready~ ♥

Opel~ ♥

After a few minutes, the pasta's ready!

Afterwards, I started sauté-ing the onions, garlic, hotdogs and the ground pork. Opel's Auntie (whose name I couldn't remember LMAO!) did the rest. ^^ They poured in the spaghetti sauces and grated some cheese. I told Opel whenever we (here at home) cook spaghetti, we often put Condensed Milk to add a little flavor. It tastes so UMAMI! We didn't use Condensed Milk for our Spaghetti ala Ikyang and Opel though. :))

Junk-food. My lifesaver. LOL

And! Our very own Spaghetti~

Spaghetti ala Ikyang and Opel~

After the cooking and stuff, we spazzed for a bit on our fave Korean Idols. MUHAHAHAHA! We spazzed over Korean Actors like Kwon Sang Woo, Lee Dong Gun, Ji Jin Hee, Lee Ji Hoon, Lee Min Ki, Lee Jun Ki, Joo Ji Hoon, Kang Dong Wook, Kang Dong Won, So Ji Sub, Jo In Sung and of course, our ultimate loves, my OT5 DBSK and her OT5 BigBang!

It was a really great time. Really really great time. Good times! Good times! I'm happy I was able to share with her one of the special days in her life. And no, I'm not tearing up.. *grabs tissue* No! *sniff* Not really.. *sniff* HAHAHAHAH!

Till the next party! *huggles Opel*

♥

BACK~

Oh and yeah. I'm back. lol FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKYEAH. I’m finally home from the partyyyy. :))

and Jaejoong. As much as I love you. I don't approve you having model gfs. lol

Off for a Trip

will be offline until further notice. LOLJK. Yours truly will fly to a far away place to party so I will be offline for a while. I will most probably be back by Wednesday. :))

miss this more than anything else...

LSS (Mine and Yoochun's) lol

LSS - Last Song Syndrome :))

I have been watching Jae's Jdrama the past few days.

I was fortunate enough to go watch it while streaming online, the same date it was aired in Japanese households and those who have FuJiTV in their tv on MAY7th, through Keyhole. Man, you won't believe how spazztic I was. Not to mention I don't know any Japanese words. Well except for Konichiwa, Moshimoshi, Sayonara, Sukidesu, Gomen, Hai, Kawaii, Kakoi, Sugoi, Kiss Shita Mama Sayonara, Wasurenaide, Doushite Kimi wo Suki ni Natte Shimatandarou and Asu Wa Kuru Kara. And of course, Sunao ni Narenakute.

And I still couldn't get over the fact I just watched a Jdrama via streaming. xD Anyways, since I couldn't understand most of the lines, I only figured out what they were saying while watching the drama though. Heck, they just aired their 4th episode and I'm really liking it already.

Mom says I liked the drama so much because it has Jaejoong in the cast. And she says I'm a biased Jaejoong fangirl. AHAHAHAHA. She also said, if it was another DBSK member's drama, would I be liking it as much as I liked Jae?Jae's drama? I said yes. She replied no. But I defended myself and compared Jae's drama to Yunnie's drama. HTTG sucked to be quite honest. The plot was nice. But it was aired the same time IRIS and other kdramas that has a much more nicer plot. Plus it's Yunnie's first time at acting. And I gotta give him some credit in that. But anyways, Mom concluded I'm a biased Jaejoong fangirl. AHAHAHAHHAA. And she's looking forward for Min's drama OMG.

Sunao ni Narenakute OST - Sayuri Sugawara

I tried looking for an English Translation for this but I'm having some time constraints lol. No, seriously, it's not easy to update this blog and cross-posting stuffs on my other sites. =___="

Sunao ni Narenakute means It's Hard To Say I Love You. Coolness eh? xDDD

I'm so liking Japanese these days. TBH, I never liked anything about Japan until I heard about TOHOSHINKI. And now, I shall put the blame to Hai! Majide. lmao.

Anyways, here is Park Yoochun's latest BGM in his Cyworld:

One Wish - Mink

I never thought…I will never be able to see you again…

If nothing changed, we were to walk the road together, laughing

Our love is special, led by a special omen

Everytime we thought differently, we had crossed over the countless spirals

We are walking away from our destiny

Even when the time comes

Please do not forget the love born from the only one encounter…

love remains after saying "good bye"

Every one knows at heart…that there is no "forever"

I was depending too much on the hunch that the road will continue for miles

The years are passing by…

I will stay here, believing that my only one wish will be granted

Please do not forget that you can see true love in the midst of your grief

You can check the full Romanji and English Trans HERE.

Yoochun seems a bit depressedsad. I don't know why and I don't WANNA know why either. People has his/her own feelings and I respect that as much as I want others to respect mine. So, if in any case Park Yoochun reads this post, which I think has a very low possibility:

Yoochun-shii. It'll be okay. Just hang in there.

♥

Tumblr ♥

YEZ

A week ago, SharingYooChun, made a wonderful called "Message for the Kim Twins" or sth like that. Basically, what we did was to write a simple message for the twins since Zuno or Junho (as I call him. We're close like that lol) had a fanmeeting in Singapore last week. And dayum, the pics are out! *spazz*

I can't believe I just saw my fugly face. lol. But Junho read my message for him and his Intoxicating brother~ :DDDDDDDDDDDD *happy*

now, Junho's REALLY looking at my fugly face! hahahaha. Okay, but. OMG OMG. He is Susu's twin brother and damn the genes. And and I can't believe I'm spazzing. *dies* xD I'll just pretend Junho is Junsu just for tonight. And that Junsu is the one in this pic. Muaahahahaha!

But really, I can't help but spazz. He's actually looking at my face! *gets shot* Okay, maybe not mine but hey~ he laid his eyes on my face and I don't care if its just for a second or even millisecond. I'm so happy! xDDD

P.S.

I can't wait for the arrival of these:

Best Selection 2010 Silver and Black Bundle~ woot!

H U N G R Y

copy pasted my current Facebook status

it's 3AM and I'm craving for some Chinese food. Oh stomach~ you sure have good taste. xD

Damnit. I should really go to bed and dream of fried chopsticks. xD

I'm so sorry but I think just got Intoxicated

lol
I know I shouldn't. But srsly, I just can't help it. XDDDDDD

I never expected this is how his solo MV will turn out. Seriously.





I wonder what Jae, Chunnie, Changminnie and Yunnie thinks about Susu's new MV. Nah. I want to see Su's reaction instead.






Oh Su. I know you have been carrying a very big burden since the day you snatched Changminnie's Aegyo~ innocent look. But now that you have shown us a different side of you; beefy, sexy, steamy, and... goldie? wtf. Okay. Okay. We get it. You're one hot dude. But you nor anybody can stop me from laughing. At you. Wait. That's not an insult. You're simple funny. I mean, even if you don't try hard at being funny. Just looking at you makes my day. Oh su. HAHAHAHAHAHA!


If you guys wanted to watch the Gyao Interview:

Yunnie was the first to be teased. Mostly by Jae. ♥


I can't help but LOL at all the comments by fans. Some are not liking his new look. And the nude lipstick. Ohkay, what exactly is that? Was it the type of lipstick that gives you that... that look? xD IDK seriously. btw, I didn't really paid much attention to the MV until he started doing this:

Kiss and touch me? EH?

I swear. I grinned. And I kinda hoped seing Yoochun in cameo.
-insert YooSu fangirl squea-

Damn you Junsu. I'm only 17. I can't wait for your live performance. But you know what? Whatever it is that you do. Be it acting, dancing, singing, or joking, you will always be the Mr. Sunshine I adored and loved. ^^

And I still envy your beautiful set of teeth.
And your stupid laugh that sounds like my nickname. Jeez. xD