Sunday, May 27, 2012

Even Years Later

 
pic taken by me. Sumilon  2009.

Just finished watching Rooftop Prince's final episode. First, I wasn't really that much of a big fan when it comes to kdramas tbh. But I'm a TVXQ fan. And I love Yoochun's forehead and how the production staff kept it hidden while filming loljk. made me want to watch Rooftop til it's finale. Just like any other kdrama our Dongbang boys were in : Sungkyunkwan, Miss Ripley and Rooftop of Yoochun; Protect the Boss and Dr. Jin of Jae; Scent of a Woman cameo of Junsu; Heading to the Ground and Poseidon cameo of Yunho and Changmin's Paradise Ranch I did not really planned on finishing or at least, start watching it lol. But by some miracle (orly? haha) I finished SKK, Protect the Boss, SOAW and Rooftop. But unlike the first three dramas, I can really say that Rooftop somehow made an impact in my life. ♥ If you follow me on Twitter, you'd know how "attached" I was to the characters especially Lee Gak and Park Ha's since they were really the main lead.  I don't really know what it is yet but I knew deep inside of me that Rooftop will be one of those kdramas I will cherish. ^0^ *wipes silly tears* 

Anyway, I just wanted to update this blog because besides the feeling of REALLY having to update, I'm trying to bring back my blogging mojo. I realized, keeping a blog didn't mean simply keeping them. I mean, after all those years of blogging (since the last quarter of 2006 or first quarter of 2007 sorry my memory sucks lol thanks to Friendster Blogs) non-sense, now at least I think my posts have developed. Yes, I'll be updating this blog again every week. Let's hope I can really do it. I started saving money from my allowance and I'm proud to say that I was able to save enough money for me to be able to buy something I've always wanted. It feels good actually. To be able to reach a goal. =) 

Ah, what else? I wanted to say a lot more but I'm kind of hungry at this time (it's 12:53 am) and my brain don't function well in the morning lolololol. Seriously though, once I'm able to restart myself and back in shape I'll be doing whatever I want with pure passion and positivity. This is my trying to tell myself to be better hahaha! 

I am liking my being a Tourism student. I've always said I don't really like it because it wasn't my first choice for college. There's a lot of realization yes. It's hard to explain this part because my tears have started to fall voluntarily, I don't know why. *wipes tears* Lately, when I try to talk about my life, my realizations and stuff my tears just start to fall. Idk. Maybe it's because talking about it made me feel free? Because I'm able to let it out whatever it is. Oh gosh lol. I just want a simple, happy and content life. Yes. 

I purposely used this picture I took when we went to Sumilon last 2009 for the reason that this picture had an impact in me. I remember using this picture when I joined a certain fan-project for Yoochun's birthday. I was a  noob at Photoshop then (even now but at least I know some basics. I got skillz yo :P). They say, "a picture paints a thousand words". Yes it is true. 

If you'd ask me what or how I will describe this pic, it will take time. This is also why I used the title, "Even Years Later". Maybe, just maybe it will fit with the picture. It's like saying, even if it takes 300 years I will never forget you. Or something like that. See the connection in Rooftop? LOL. Somehow, I feel there's something to be excited about in the future that's why I'm trying to cherish the past and enjoy the present. I don't really know what's in stored for me but I just want to live in peace right now. No, I'm not gonna die yet. It's getting disorganized again hahaha~ 

Til the next post!