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Lemme just take this opportunity to spazz and stuff because it's been a while since I came back here in LJblogspot. I somehow feel foreign to this site I'm afraid. Not to mention the fics which I needed to finish and etc. *sigh*

Anyways, hello. ^^ haha. It has really been a while. First thing's first. I just turned 18 last August 5th and man, I celebrated my special day together with Koreans while dancing to the song Nobody of Wonder Girls in front of a bunch of students at school. Yes, true fax. Forgot to bring a camera. Sucks, I know. But Opel took some pics. And I'll tell you, I won't assure you I can post the pics the soonest, lol. I tend to have this habit of posting pics REALLY LATE. Auntie treat me to KFC on my birthday. Usually, 18th birthdays are supposed to be bongga or daebak or awesome amazing gorgeous fucking sexy party, but since we're out of budget, lol, I didn't have any party or celebration compared to the past birthdays that I had.

But I asked not to have one. Because I know it'll be expensive, I don't like hasty preparations, and I hate heels. I mean, I love heels but wearing heels for 3 hours of lame, boring, the usual party is not my type. I get tired so easily these days. OMG signs of old age, hahahahaha! But really, I told Mom and step-dad to not give me an extravagant party because I know we can't afford one. And that it would be a hustle. And I hate that. I have my own concept of partying. ^^

Then again, I thought, what would it have been like if I had a party. We would have been inside a hotel with all the dresses, suits and formal attire. The motif would have been something black. HAHAHA! Or maybe Purple. And then TVXQ music will be blasting in the stereos the music operator would not have any idea what the song he's been playing meant. And there's the cheesy 18 roses. I wonder who would made it to the list. Considering the fact I'm such a snob and kind-of lesbo looking at school. which sucks because men (at the school and even in the neighborhood) thinks I am, unfortunately, a lesbian. Seriously. hahahaha! The hell I cared. Uh, what else? Ah! People will be forced to give me gifts since they were invited and it would be somewhat disrespectful not to bring one. hahaha. What the hell am I thinking?

I was kind of sad but happy at the same time. I think the best word to describe my feelings on August 5th was bittersweet. Yes, I wanted to have a little party, a celebration for my 18th birthday but I couldn't because we did not have budget. At a point, I envied those who had lavish, extravagant successful 18th birthday celebrations. Debuts happen once in a lifetime after all. So meh. But I thought, I did not lose anything. I still had fun and that's all that matters.

Anyways, enough with my rant about my birthday party-less birthday. lol. Daddy Egle made a post on her tumblr account especially for me d'awwww. It made me cry buckets. You know how emotional I sometimes get. I received another gift from the inarnetz too, from my ddal, Wendy ♥


It says "We love Ikyang" awwwwwww. ^^ I kept the other one which is a wallpaper in my Facebook account. ;))

Many people gave their birthday greetings and well, I received lots of love from wonderful people and that alone made up for my party-less birthday. HAHAHAHA!

Oh, before I forget:


Try to guess who's Ikyangie in the vid. Props to whoever guesses right. hahaha! But I was the one who said "Always Keep the Faith!" by the end of the vid. ;))

Cebuano Cassies participated with the AKTF Flashmob Project. We're supposed to present it on July 4th but due to some technical malfunctions (srsly, is there even a thing? haha) we postponed our flashmob to August 1st because it was the day when the whole lawsuit surfaced the Cyberspace. So, yeah. I had real fun with this flashmob. It was a whole different story. It was just like the flashmob had a life of its own. I can't really explain it in words but the whole experience was different and I learned something out of it. Rest assured, I will make another post solely dedicated to the Flashmob.

Also, we had a tour last July 23rd. We went zip-line and 4D-ing. Fun fun fun!

Many things happened the past month. A relative of mine tried to commit suicide by gulping few liters of hydrochloric acid. We had to run to the hospital on a Friday. Good thing was I didn't have classes. But still, I couldn't grasp the idea of trying to commit suicide just because you have problems. So she was trying to get away from her problem by making another problem. Great. I haven't gotten any updates on her yet..

Moving on, what else should I be babbling about? AH! Next week will be our midterm exams for my Sophomore year in college. Time flies so fast! Not too long ago I was just 15 yo, still young and stupid. But now, after 3 years I nothing has changed. Except how I looked now, lol. And I can finally go and get a job now! By the time I get my first job as a legal aged-woman (wow, woman! hahha), I'll sooooooooooo buy that JYJ Tokyo Dome DVD. Mom says she'll buy me the Complete Single Collection. I can't wait lol. But meh, I think it'll be postponed again. But I am still hoping. ;D



I also want to have this one soon because of that JaeSu porn OMG HAHAHAHA! I don't think I'll get awkward with blogging about porn (well, not really porn as in hentai but just UNF things hahaha) and stuff anymore because I'm of legal age now. But even so, I still have the brain of a 12 yo lol. So please, look forward for more randomness in the next posts. LMAO.

We also had an even at school just recently. It was called "Malunggay Fest" in celebration of the Nutrition Month. We had different dishes made from Malunggays (Horseradish or Moringa Oleifera). I recorded a vid but it seems Youtube is acting a little weird right now so I'll try to post the vid in another post. hehe.


In all seriousness, hokay ignore the sudden change of tone of voice, (as if you can hear it lol) the year 2010 was by far the most crucial year I guess. I celebrated my 18th birthday, I'm of legal age now, I will soon embrace challenges which I'm not sure if I can be able to overcome but I will try harder this time. I did not have any regrets with what I have done but maybe I regret those things I haven't done yet. I knew I could've done it but I chose not to and I didn't know why. With all the things I have been receiving, I thought I was really blessed. And I will try not to hope more. I just hope I will meet my real father soon. ^___________^;; and maybe see TVXQ soon hahaha! I am but a fangirl. ♥


Hokay, that would be all. I'm tired, headache and hungry and sleepy already. Yours truly will just sleep the night away. By the way, my first day of being an 18 year old has finally ended but my second day has just started. NowI better finish this and finally go to bed.

Toodles!

In the end it will be okay. If it's not okay, then its definitely not the end. ♥