"Living A Life Away From Porn"

Ha! Take that ftwish title up there.

*wails and flails*

I seriously need porn right now. I mean, some kick-ass porn.
Now, if you know me that much, you'd probably know by know what kind of porn I am talking about.


Random Shoutouts~~~~~~
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Ciara♥: OH GAD! I love you woman. You like, commented on my post! LMAO! Keep it going. Keep it going. LMAO! You can use the cbox just right there------>
But, I still prefer you doing that comment thingy. <3!

Poorvie Ddal: Aish. you sexy thing. Didn't you know or you just forget the fact that "Poorvie" is a combo of "poopie" and "pervie"? Hmmm? *bats eyelashes*

Xiu Darling: I've been reading your blog. And I still miss you.
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Twilight Alertness ftw!





Hokay, so we've been Youtube-ing our butts out and Zarah, my gang-mate the coolest one, told me about Paramore's song, Decode, and it so happen to be one of the songs in the fducking movie called Twilight. I know for a fact that that movie is so sexy and the actors who were playing the roles of Edward and Isabella are so hot too and so I am gonna watch that movie whenever I get the chance! I'm not sure when's the release date of the movie but I'm so gonna watch it.

Haven't read the book yet. I'll wait for Adeline to send me a copy of it soon. Ahem3x.

ROFLMAO~
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End of drama.









So, I went to my LJ account to just, you know, save Memories. AHAHA! It's been a decade already since the last time I went there. I really need porn. XD So, here's the thing: After clicking the "Friend's Page" linkie, I scrolled down and stumbled upon bajillion of fics to be read.

Seriously, I'm so very fanfic-deprived right now.

And, just now, I saw this thread here . Just clickie on that linkie.
Cool! It rhymes! LMAO! I just linked in here cuz I couldn't watch/DL it right now..

Also, another thing, *sigh*

November is like a very serious month for me. Since I'm a graduating student, I've got lots of things to do. Even now, I have to attend a meeting with my groupmates for this freaking Economics Project of ours. We have to sell our school. Yes. Like sell it for Chrissake! I actually think no one's gonna buy it anyways. LOLZ.

And, I'm like, one of the selected students who will be part in a stage play entitled "Evita". Have you heard about that? She's the one played by Madonna not so long ago. Just search it in any search engines for more info. I still don't know who am I gonna portray. But one thing's for sure, I'm gonna stand up on a stage and sing/dance/act. *faints*

I've actually been a part of a play sometime in August. I think I have uploaded some of the pics in here. If not, I'll just upload the pics soon. Also, the pics during the Mangrove Planting is still alive and waiting for me to be uploaded. How I wish we will have a net connection soon. >.<


Things at home are getting worser. If there's a word worser that the worst, that's the word to be used to describe my situation right now. You know what I think? My parents are suspecting me of having a boyfriend or something because "I always come home late". Boyfriend my ass. Just so they know, I don't freaking have one. But I'm not hoping for one either. I'm not desperate yet. I think and feel that the right person will just come and then, viola!

No, seriously. I'm not that kind, okay?

If its about time for me to have a boyfriend or engage in a relationship, then be it. I just think today, right now, right this very moment is not the right time for me to have a boyfriend. I'm seriously focusing in my career and I have to finish school first. I promised Mom that thing..

Besides, I already have 5 super hot guys in S. Korea and what more can I ask for? XD

I just hope that they should be a little bit more open-minded. That's just what I want.
And I hope their trust on me will not fade away because I can feel that the trust is little by little fading. The last thing on my mind is my parents contacting a detective or get a spy and look out for me and all of my actions.

I know they couldn't do that because they will engage in financial stuffs with that...



My life's been an ass these past few days. I seriously couldn't take it anymore if the level of "ass-ness" will boost up.


To sum this all fiasco up, I need to go online. I needed someone to talk to besides my relatives..


All alone and fed up,
Dramatic Bastard♥