HABEERDAY! ♥

August 29, 2010

Dearest Poorvie Ddal,

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, WEN DDAL! ♥

HAHA! Apa khabar? Did you like my birthday present for you? xDDDD I know it's a fail but it's really cute. =3

Hokay, you know I love you and your body, your butt, and everything, yes? hahaha! Really, I'm happy because despite our difference and all that crap, you are still here. I don't wanna start saying about how we first met and how I stalked your blog back to when your url was still soclassic because I don't want to bawling my eyes out at this time of the day (or night or early morning) haha!

But I just want you to know that I'm really really really very thankful for the friendship you and I shared. I mean, we owe it all to DBSK and Kim Jaejoong, especially. Because if it weren't for him, we won't be spazzing like woah. That's how we roll, so yeah. \m/

If you didn't remind me through your birthday graphic present that we're born on the same year I would've still thought you we're really my dongsaeng. HAHA! BOO me. I'm getting old, my PS-ing skills has deteriorated and I'm currently staying at Auntie's house for the moment where free Internet access abound so, I'm sorry if I don't have an osm birthday gift like what you gave to me on my birthday. ♥

But we all know it's the thought that counts, yes? And I thought we're 18 now. Legal aged so we should be partying and stuff! Though I know you've been partying and going through gathering with friends there in Brunei. Oh, I almost forgot to formally thank you for sharing some info about Brunei for my report. The things you shared were very very useful. Terima kasih~ ♥

I'm still making another report but this time it's all about my country now. I'm taking the degree program Tourism Management in college and I've been in my second year now. Two more years and I'll finally be working! Alas, I can now buy DBSK goodies with my own money (hopefully). And perhaps, go to Brunei and meet you. ♥ BTW, from which district are you again? AHAHAHA! And sorry for the sudden change of topic. xD

Again, Happy 18th Birthday! Eat a cake, enjoy and have fun with your friends and family there!

xoxo,

Sexy Poopie Umma Ikyangie ♥

Yoochun's Silver Adidas ♥

I was browsing some ChunJaeSu airport pics at sharingyoochun when I noticed Yoochun's osm shoes. I am, unfortunately, not that well-versed when it comes to osm shoes and stuff but my instincts told me it was Adidas.

And true enough, it IS a Silver-studded Adidas pair of shoes. =)

snagged these pics at Where Did U Get That

I hope to see him wearing a pair of socks the next time he grace us with his osm, unique and authentic fashionable-style of him. I wonder how much does the pair of shoes cost though. Oh Google, I love you. *insert cheeky grin here*

NEWEST ADDITION TO MY BABIES ♥

Welcome my The Secret Code album of Tohoshinki. =) This is the 2CD version. *jumps for joy*

A--NATIONSDFGTSMTOWN10@!$#@%$&^(

I'm still alive just flooded with school works this time. =)

A- Nation
Anyways, I'm not gonna say that I'm supposed to update my blogs this week because I know I will again, unfortunately, postpone it. I was up all night on Twitter waiting for updates on JYJ's A-Nation and HoMin's SM Town. Honestly, I was fine with JYJ's perfs. And the new color combo of orange and green is just sooooo refreshing. But I'm not saying there's no more red color for Bigeast. I guess the orange was because of the color of the goods. =)


Seriously, Yoochun's boots.





I know you know the title already by heart =)


SM Town '10

Anyways, moving on to SM Town. I have so many things to say about it. But I wasn't there, yes. While someone who went there tweeted something ambiguous, I was here in my place squirming because fuck, I like this dude yet he wasn't really doing his thing so properly. But I don't wanna talk about him on my blog. I like him yes, but you see, I'm in a hard situation right now. I cannot really comment, lol. Actually, I did on my twitter account so you can just go there and read my tweets. hahahha!

But since I love my blog, lol: please read it from bottom to top =)




And just now! An update has been posted:



So yeah. I'll just zip my mouth. If ever you guys read some articles circulating over the net about a certain tweet from a certain Kpop artist, that's what I'm referring about.

Anyways, maybe to sum it all, I'll just say I am happy because although there were two different stages, at least my Dong Bang boys are still performing, doing what they do best. That alone makes me happy. Am I contented? Honestly, not so because I have always been hoping to see a 5 member DBSK/TVXQ performing live on stage. During the stupid long ass delay of HoMin's coming out (as in their time to perform) some of us on Twitter were hoping maybe they're waiting for JYJ's arrival and that possibly, the time HoMin go up stage, they'll be performing with JYJ.

It was fun spazzing with other DBSK fans. I mean, even for a few moments, we went to Fandom Heaven while totally lost in our own imaginations. I know deep down in their hearts, there is that longing to see them 5 together. I too, longed for that. But because of the current situation, that hope is somewhat drained. Or sth. We can only hope and wait patiently. I can only hope and wait patiently.

August 21, 2010 was considered a non-working holiday here in the Philippines. It was the anniversary of the late Senator Benigno Aquino, Jr. who was murdered on his arrival at the airport here in the Philippines. It was said he was the reason why the Philippines was made free from the reign of President Marcos' dictatorship. It was Senator Aquino who paved the way to the Philippines Democracy. Anyways, too much of my country's history.

Why did I discuss it here? Simply because it was like, a very important day for most Filipinos. It was too, for DBSK/TVXQ fans may they be a Cassiopeia, a BigEast or the i-Cassies~ we we're able to put the hash tags; #2stages1tvxq, TVXQ, JYJ and HoMin on the trending topics. It was a really really memorable day. Yes, there were some flaws and stuff like how delayed HoMin went up on stage for their performances, but still, seeing them just makes me happy. I can never be happy.

I will be very happy when this time comes:


My only hope. ♥


Always Keep the Faith!

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Yes, the. xD


Lemme just take this opportunity to spazz and stuff because it's been a while since I came back here in LJblogspot. I somehow feel foreign to this site I'm afraid. Not to mention the fics which I needed to finish and etc. *sigh*

Anyways, hello. ^^ haha. It has really been a while. First thing's first. I just turned 18 last August 5th and man, I celebrated my special day together with Koreans while dancing to the song Nobody of Wonder Girls in front of a bunch of students at school. Yes, true fax. Forgot to bring a camera. Sucks, I know. But Opel took some pics. And I'll tell you, I won't assure you I can post the pics the soonest, lol. I tend to have this habit of posting pics REALLY LATE. Auntie treat me to KFC on my birthday. Usually, 18th birthdays are supposed to be bongga or daebak or awesome amazing gorgeous fucking sexy party, but since we're out of budget, lol, I didn't have any party or celebration compared to the past birthdays that I had.

But I asked not to have one. Because I know it'll be expensive, I don't like hasty preparations, and I hate heels. I mean, I love heels but wearing heels for 3 hours of lame, boring, the usual party is not my type. I get tired so easily these days. OMG signs of old age, hahahahaha! But really, I told Mom and step-dad to not give me an extravagant party because I know we can't afford one. And that it would be a hustle. And I hate that. I have my own concept of partying. ^^

Then again, I thought, what would it have been like if I had a party. We would have been inside a hotel with all the dresses, suits and formal attire. The motif would have been something black. HAHAHA! Or maybe Purple. And then TVXQ music will be blasting in the stereos the music operator would not have any idea what the song he's been playing meant. And there's the cheesy 18 roses. I wonder who would made it to the list. Considering the fact I'm such a snob and kind-of lesbo looking at school. which sucks because men (at the school and even in the neighborhood) thinks I am, unfortunately, a lesbian. Seriously. hahahaha! The hell I cared. Uh, what else? Ah! People will be forced to give me gifts since they were invited and it would be somewhat disrespectful not to bring one. hahaha. What the hell am I thinking?

I was kind of sad but happy at the same time. I think the best word to describe my feelings on August 5th was bittersweet. Yes, I wanted to have a little party, a celebration for my 18th birthday but I couldn't because we did not have budget. At a point, I envied those who had lavish, extravagant successful 18th birthday celebrations. Debuts happen once in a lifetime after all. So meh. But I thought, I did not lose anything. I still had fun and that's all that matters.

Anyways, enough with my rant about my birthday party-less birthday. lol. Daddy Egle made a post on her tumblr account especially for me d'awwww. It made me cry buckets. You know how emotional I sometimes get. I received another gift from the inarnetz too, from my ddal, Wendy ♥


It says "We love Ikyang" awwwwwww. ^^ I kept the other one which is a wallpaper in my Facebook account. ;))

Many people gave their birthday greetings and well, I received lots of love from wonderful people and that alone made up for my party-less birthday. HAHAHAHA!

Oh, before I forget:


Try to guess who's Ikyangie in the vid. Props to whoever guesses right. hahaha! But I was the one who said "Always Keep the Faith!" by the end of the vid. ;))

Cebuano Cassies participated with the AKTF Flashmob Project. We're supposed to present it on July 4th but due to some technical malfunctions (srsly, is there even a thing? haha) we postponed our flashmob to August 1st because it was the day when the whole lawsuit surfaced the Cyberspace. So, yeah. I had real fun with this flashmob. It was a whole different story. It was just like the flashmob had a life of its own. I can't really explain it in words but the whole experience was different and I learned something out of it. Rest assured, I will make another post solely dedicated to the Flashmob.

Also, we had a tour last July 23rd. We went zip-line and 4D-ing. Fun fun fun!

Many things happened the past month. A relative of mine tried to commit suicide by gulping few liters of hydrochloric acid. We had to run to the hospital on a Friday. Good thing was I didn't have classes. But still, I couldn't grasp the idea of trying to commit suicide just because you have problems. So she was trying to get away from her problem by making another problem. Great. I haven't gotten any updates on her yet..

Moving on, what else should I be babbling about? AH! Next week will be our midterm exams for my Sophomore year in college. Time flies so fast! Not too long ago I was just 15 yo, still young and stupid. But now, after 3 years I nothing has changed. Except how I looked now, lol. And I can finally go and get a job now! By the time I get my first job as a legal aged-woman (wow, woman! hahha), I'll sooooooooooo buy that JYJ Tokyo Dome DVD. Mom says she'll buy me the Complete Single Collection. I can't wait lol. But meh, I think it'll be postponed again. But I am still hoping. ;D



I also want to have this one soon because of that JaeSu porn OMG HAHAHAHA! I don't think I'll get awkward with blogging about porn (well, not really porn as in hentai but just UNF things hahaha) and stuff anymore because I'm of legal age now. But even so, I still have the brain of a 12 yo lol. So please, look forward for more randomness in the next posts. LMAO.

We also had an even at school just recently. It was called "Malunggay Fest" in celebration of the Nutrition Month. We had different dishes made from Malunggays (Horseradish or Moringa Oleifera). I recorded a vid but it seems Youtube is acting a little weird right now so I'll try to post the vid in another post. hehe.


In all seriousness, hokay ignore the sudden change of tone of voice, (as if you can hear it lol) the year 2010 was by far the most crucial year I guess. I celebrated my 18th birthday, I'm of legal age now, I will soon embrace challenges which I'm not sure if I can be able to overcome but I will try harder this time. I did not have any regrets with what I have done but maybe I regret those things I haven't done yet. I knew I could've done it but I chose not to and I didn't know why. With all the things I have been receiving, I thought I was really blessed. And I will try not to hope more. I just hope I will meet my real father soon. ^___________^;; and maybe see TVXQ soon hahaha! I am but a fangirl. ♥


Hokay, that would be all. I'm tired, headache and hungry and sleepy already. Yours truly will just sleep the night away. By the way, my first day of being an 18 year old has finally ended but my second day has just started. NowI better finish this and finally go to bed.

Toodles!

In the end it will be okay. If it's not okay, then its definitely not the end. ♥

CassPH Cebu Chapter AKTF Flashmob for TVXQ 100801

The Walk, I.T. Park, Cebu City

Note To Self: tl;dr

lul.

I need to blog about what's been happening in my life really. The soonest but much to my dismay I can't because I'm swarmed with school works and stuff. Also, it sucks to be part of an a faulty organization. Yes, truefax. ;)

Anyways, I'll still be offline this week end though we will not be having classes. Sucks? IKR. But I have to prepare for next week's midterm exam. I have to study real hard, sfm. I'll prolly spend my birthday studying. HAHA!

♥