Things I'd Like to Have By 2010

Yes. 

I realized I needed a whole make-over.


Last Saturday, Opel, Mia, Zarah and I went to SM Cebu (that's a mall) to just look around and accompany Opel in her shopping escapade. hahahaha. She bought herself a new blouse that costs 1000 PHP. I was all, WTF MAN, I CAN HAVE LIKE 3-4 ALBUMS IN THAT MONEY ALREADY! XD

As you can see, I'm so into buying albums these days. Last week, I bought the Mirotic Live Album of TVXQ/DBSK here in the Philippines, and the week before I pre-ordered their latest Japanese single, BREAK OUT and I can't wait to have it in my arms by January 28th. Because it still has to be shipped from Manila to Cebu. I asked for a help from an online unni so yeah. ^^

Also, I'm gonna buy their AADBSK3 from a fellow Cebuano fan. She texted me and all. Made some negotiations and she said, she'll wait for me until I saved the exact amount payable. Oh good. I'm so happy!

And, also, I'm thinking of buying the damned Mirotic Live Concert DVD so bad because of Dating On Earth. I know. I know. SM Ent. is an @$$. They sure know how to make our pockets empty.

After I have saved and finally bought those two DVDs, I'll buy myself an ipod, a nice pair of sexy shoes and new clothes.

And then have a new hairstyle. And paint my finger and toe nails.

 This is why I've always wanted to be a boy. -__-

Yes yes yes. hahahahaha.
And I also wanna buy a nice book. :)





Man. Why can't money grow on trees?

Season's Greetings Shiz

I know. I've always been sexy. xD
Late post is better than never, right?
And OMGSUN! 200th post! *celebrate*



Merry Christmas and Happy New Year everyone!

Keeping the Faith, Eternally ♥

So, I participated in onetvxq forums' project. :)


Yeah, it looks like something done by an 8 year old.



"But it's the thought that counts~"♥ lol.










So engrossed lol




and yes, I am so disorganized~




I asked my under-aged cousin to take pics while I'm making the sexy fansign~





haha. I'm not really hoping they would pick my fansign. At least, I made it with all my heart body,mind and soul. ^^  I just forgot to put encouraging and sweet words like, "Thanks for the music", "You guys are my happy pill" or  "Your sexiness is oozing" LMAO~


Also, I took pics together with little cousin and my new Mirotic Live Album~



Stalker much? XD


OMG. @_@


this, much better. wtf sex hair



.... o_0






This is my little cousin, Carrie Louise. We call her by her nickname, Clang-clang~♥



YAY! A little fangirl! ♥



She loves to do the V sign pose~



for crying out loud, I hope didn't look like her mother. hahahaha






I will have you in my arms soon. Demm you SM. Demm you.


Merry Christmas everyone~! ♥

OHFRAP YEAH!

I haven't really said it here, but I finally pre-ordered my Break Out single (CD+DVD vers.) few days ago with a help from an online friend/Unni who also lives here in the Philippines! Thanks Abbu unni~ ♥

The process was not so difficult, lol. As long as you have an Internet connection and knowledge on helpful and coolest DBSK fansites, you'd surely get what you have been looking for!

And today, after choreographing a Christmas Presentation *coughAuntiecough* we went to SM City Cebu (that's a shopping mall and not the filthy smart ass evil SM Ent.) to buy the ALBUM! YAY!

No, actually our main purpose in going there was to print something out at Biz Depot~ but the said shop was located at the lower ground floor of the mall, so we had to use the escalator to go down. On our way to the escalator, we passed by a few food chains that are a favorite of mine, anyways, I shouldn't be babbling about that. So, uhm yeah~ on our way to the escalator, I saw a familiar CD shop called ODYSSEY.

I remembered a few days back, Opel called to inform me that when she went to SM last Dec. 17th to avail in the Converse Discount Sale whatchamacallit promo, (btw, they were selling stuffs with a 40-60% discount! I tried resisting the urge in buying Converse just for DBSK~ But ah~ there's always a next year~ lols) and said that when she checked Odyssey, the sales girl said Mirotic Live Album is already sold out.



SERIOUSLY? IT HAS ONLY BEEN 2 DAYS SINCE THE RELEASE DATE AND YOU'RE TELLING IT'S ALREADY SOLD OUT? WOW. Of course, the fangirl in me unleashed and was all: see? DBSK is still the number one Kpop group. *insert smug face here*

But then, today I finally have it in my arms! MUHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA! It would have been better if I have the concert one, the one which will be released by the end of this month. But money forbids. Also, I find the release of that DVD on these moment... inappropriate? Not to mention they added the behind the scenes whatchamacallitshit of Dating On Earth. DEMMIT. *sigh

Oh well, this is the real world.

I just hope I would be able to put up with it in the long run..

What matters most is that I have my Mirotic Live Album and well, a month from now, my Break Out single! YAY! AND ZOMGSUN! I have seen spoilers and all, but I don't know why I keep on resisting the urge to just listen to the full song online. Maybe because I know that I will be receiving the HQ one, with the MV on it and that, well~ it also comes with some other precious goodies.

GAH! Now I know how it feels when someone says, "I try to unsee it" or something sort of, lol. You know, the lines, "God. I'll wait for my copy to arrive." Or to really express it further like this:
 



My family will probably disown me or sth the moment they knew what I have been doing with my money. Anyways, I don't think buying an album is bad. It serves as the fruit of my labor, so yeah. And I did not burden them or anything just to be able to get what I wanted for Christmas, lol.

Okay, so this would be all for now. More in the coming days~ ♥
I will post some pics! Please look forward, hahahahaha.






Disclaimer: Onion Emoticon credit goes to google as tagged.

At the end of the day, it will still be okay.

During the last quarter of this year, starting from the month August onwards, I really thought everything's gonna end. That we will all be in pain and all.Those stupid what if's and maybe's.

All of a sudden, everything changed and is back to normal now.
Life has never been good. Great to be more precise. I'm loving it.

credits: johnehrenfeld.com

Merry Christmas in advance! May we all have a prosperous New Year~!
I know it's still very early, haha! Always Keep the Faith~♥

This was what I was doing prior to 12MN

I was gonna update my status at Twitter when it suddenly crashed, lol.

Basically, I was tweeting like bat shit prior to 12MN December 15th for Junsu and his lovable twin, Junho.

Lots of stuffs, things, and events will happen tomorrow like the release of DBSK/TVXQ's Mirotic Live Album here in the Philippines, Kim Brothers' Birthday, CassPh's DBD (Dong Bang Day) Nationwide-Luzon, Visayas and Mindanao! YAY- and of course, my school life that sucks because I have a reporting in Literature class tomorrow, a Christmas Presentation for P.E. class, a super long exam in my Major, an English Assignment and another quiz on our culinary class. And, a Medical Examination too~ *sigh*

So yeah, I will practically be very busy tomorrow.

I really wanna buy the Mirotic Album tomorrow within this week, and then pre-order my Break Out single and the go and spazz with my fellow Cebuano TVXQ fans.

Anyways, I just logged out from Twitter and realized that #xiahday isn't in the Trending Topics anymore. Oh well, I was able to screen cap though. Too bad, I forgot to make one when he's part of the Top 5 Trending Topics on Twitter. :-/

But anything for our very lovable dolphin and kamo butt, Junsu. ♥ Happy Birthday Junsu and Junho~ hope you both will have a blast!

OMFGSUN!

I think.. I'm gonna have a heart attack or something from laughing.



Someone has mad editing skills.


BEG + DBSK = WIN!

spazz

I CAN'T WAIT FOR DECEMBER 15TH~ ♥
6 more days to go~ *insert happy face here* 

Okay, so as to not make this a super fail post~ 

 

 




^ Me likes this one. Though, the remix kinda reminded me of the song Seaside


Here, try to listen. I'm not trying to starts something like plagiarism or whatnot.





But I'm really proud of the boys for singing an English song. XD I know this was recorded like, a year ago? And at first I was bitching how they were singing Engrish and not English. After realizing, it has put a smile on my face. ♥


Anyways, SHINee came here in the Philippines last November 26th~ we were having classes that time so I was not able to meet them at the airport, lol. I envy the fans who really saw them. T____T But there will always be a next time bbs~ Taemin ah~ you better get your sexy arse ready here in Cebu. XDDDD I sound like a rabid stalker fangirl. HAHAHAHA

Here's the vid:

cross-over post : Moms

Note that this was posted around 2AM today @ my LJ account. XD

I have always thought the saying, "Mom's know the best" or something of some sort, is crap, cheesy and shiz. Then, it dawned on me that it actually makes sense.

Today was hilarious because I was talking about how my Mom is a dork to Zarah Joi Ancajas.

We did not have regular classes that's why Zarah and I were able to hang out and spazz about something the whole day yesterday, December 8th. It was not announced properly that starting from Monday up to Friday is the annual Teachers' Day in our school. It was a good thing that we didn't have classes but the bad thing was, the students weren't informed properly. It is irritating to the point you start bitching about it the whole effing day.

But yesterday was rather fine. Yes, I was bitching but I was bitching with hilarity. Since we did not have regular classes, Angelice fetched Zarah from her room and brought her(Zarah) to our room. BTW, Angelice and Zarah are both majoring in Communication while I am majoring in Tourism. We don't really have the same schedules and subjects but we still find a way to communicate everyday. And so since we did not have anything to do, I told Zarah about what happened last Sunday. Read the post here. Clickie~

My story basically tells about how I was embarrassed by my Mum's naivete and how she shows it to the whole world while singing 2NE1's I don't care e-e-e-e-e-er. We were laughing our asses off because it was really funny. It's not that we are mocking nor bashing my Mum but, you know how I'm so very talkative and Zarah is like my only BFF at school, we share everything that's happened in us every single day. So yeah. We were laughing and all. It lifted my bored and irritated spirit up, somehow.

Then Zarah and I went to a Compie Shop to go online and to kill the time. XD I had to come back to school after 30 minutes because I forgot about the practice for our Christmas presentation in P.E. class. I immediately went back to the Compie Shop to catch up with Zarah and spazz and all. We were fangirling on Super Junior, Yoochun's new haircut, SHINee's Ring Ding Dong Teletubbies version and Heechul's sexiness. I told Zarah is she needs something after a very tiring day, Heechul at Youtube is one click away. XDDDD

And trufax, we were happy as a bee and giggling, squirming, squealing and all inside the Compie Shops. I actually felt the way how the other customer's eyes bore at us. I know they were irked but meh~ we we're having fun so...back off. XD Anyways, I did not know Heechul knows how to speak in English. Really. Like, I actually thought he was one of the members who fails at it, but man, I tell you. After watching this clip:





My respect for Heechul rose as high as the clouds. I mean really. I have always thought he was anything but a plain big pain in the arse. His Xman, Ya Shim Man Man and Love Letter days were so.. LMAO! And I was like, OMG HE SPEAKS ENGRISH PRETTY... OKAY! I even thought I started worshiping Kim Heechul. <333333333333 *dies~

After that whole laughing trip, went back to school to attend our Major classes. But when we were inside the school already, students were coming out on their way home. We was like, "dangg~ we should have just stayed in the Compie Shop a little longer". What we did was we went to our mother's offices and just spent the whole afternoon there.

All classes from 12nn-6pm were then cancelled.

So I just spent the whole afternoon sleeping at Mum's office. Around 5pm, when I woke up Mum's sisters; Tita Bonet, Tita Melit and Tita Agnes, were already there. Then we went to church to attend mass since today yesterday was the feast of the Immaculate Conception. While on our way to church, we passed by this pedestrian lane to be able to cross to the other street since the church is on the other side of the street so yeah. Mum caught sight of a beautiful rainbow and she was like, OMGOSH~ there's a rainbow! Hun, take a picture! Quick! while crossing the street, mind you.

I, embarrassed by my Mum's childishness, walked real fast, lol. I kinda ignored and left her in the street. XD But she was able to catch up to us. She really got her cellphone from her bag and tried taking a pic of the beautiful rainbow in the sky while crossing the street with a grin. Boy, my Mom was so... pure. o_0

Another incident happened when we were dining at McDonalds. I was sipping a hot cup of coffee when she went to the counter to check the goodies available (a value meal of sort). She saw this Monkey toy and said, "Look hun, the monkey talks!" After hearing those words, I nearly choked on my coffee. I just put my hand in my head. Q_Q

The thing about my Mom is that she's so much of a child. I think, I'm more mature than her, lol. We don't really act like a Mother-and-Daughter but we are more like friends. We often bicker at small stuffs and laugh at random stuffs. But when she's not in a good mood, I don't really go near her. She's... fierce. I have always asked her "Ma, what would it be like if I was born as a boy?" in a serious yet joking tone. She replied, "If you were.. your name would have been Joseph."

I mean, I really am happy I have her as a mother.
I may have hated her as much I loved her, but the loving surpasses the hatred.

There may be times when I talk bad about her, but I really love Mom. I may not have told her those three words but I really do. Gosh, why am I tearing up? LOL. I'm not really the showy type. I show my love to someone in a form of mockery. hahaha. Really. That is.. what I noticed about me. It's not that I don't have the courage to say those three words to somebody I really love, but sometimes, some things are better left unspoken. They are felt.♥

Though I don't really like touchy-ness, I sometimes show my love to certain people through holding their hands, putting an arm around their shoulder and stuffs like that.

So, why am I posting about this whole thing? Because it was somewhat a Mother's Day yesterday. And I thought of posting something... decent but it ended like this. lol. All joking aside, Moms are always there. They are just there. Whenever you need them, whenever and wherever. I sometimes feel guilty with the way how I am with Mom. Some people often mistook me fighting back at her, which is sad. I just only love mocking her, idk.

I'd really like to post something more about my Mom in a more decent post. This one is so disoriented. haha.
Okay, so to make up with all the shittyness of this post:


Pink is blinding my eyes~ @_@ this pic was taken 2 or 3 years ago~♥



Shoot, its 2:20 AM already. Me has classes in 7 hours~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

cross-over post: firecrackers~

lol.

Note that this was posted December 6th and that the blog owner is not on proper state while writing this.  Again, she failed to post this post here, so yeah. @___@

Hello again~ it's me as usual.

Today was fun and funny. XD I woke up late because I slept late. Kinda groggy and all. My throat still hurts like shit, this reminded me to really go to our School Clinic for a medical check-up. I'm positive it's Pharyngitis like what the doctor said sometime during the First Semester.

After going to Church (because today is a Sunday), step-dad, Mum and I went to Park Mall just for the lulz. I tried to google and realized it has a website. And this is how it looks like:



and




From the pictures itself, it looks flashy and classy.
I did not expect we would go here because... the idea just didn't come to mind. I mean, it's rare for us to come here in this classy place. It is really classy because almost all of the people owns a  nice car. We only have a motorcycle like this:

















LMAO.

Okay, so our motorcycle is not really like that. I mean, we don't even have our own house and lot, and to really have and own that motor up there is just, woah. But one thing I can guarantee is that our motorcycle is ride-able. lol.

So yeah, we went to Park Mall and dined at KFC. I admit, it was my first time going to Park Mall but I am not unfamiliar anymore because some friends mentioned it to me way back. XD Also, I've passed by the place a couple of times it's just that I haven't really went inside to dine until today.



Mum ordered KFC Twister and well, it looks yummy but I did not finish the whole thing. I think, I only had a few bites. I'm not really that fond of eating something wrapped, lol. My taste buds weren't up for Mexican dish but Chinese Cuisine. Speaking of Chinese, my Culinary Class teacher asked us to bring Chopsticks by Tuesday. I swear, I don't know how to use them. But i can always practice, lol.

I was laughing on halfway to the counter. Mum was all: "Come hun, what do you want? There's like a whole variety of food here, come. What should we order? What do you think?" in her loudest voice. I was all, OMG Mum, shut up will you. It's embarrassing demmit. We don't really dine at KFC. It's always DimSum or McDonalds, or ChowKing or Pizza Hut and other foodchains or restaurant but KFC.

That's the reason why we weren't really that familiar of the menu.


Though I did not had a very nice meal, I enjoyed my
 
KFC Kookies and Kreme Krushers.

Don't ask me why with the spelling. Ask KFC. XD  It was cold, sweet and yummy. That's the reason my throat hurts.


When we were about to leave, we stopped to look at the firecracker booth thingy. Then, a girl called my attention and it was a classmate of mine in College. I did not see her for the Second Semester because she stopped schooling. She says she lacks in financial assistance and that she's working now to save money.

I actually admire these kinds of people. They make me realize something. :)

I know it was hard for her to stop schooling temporarily and just work to save money for her tuition. This classmate of mine is an Unni actually. I think she's 2 years older than me already. She works for her family and for herself. She chose to work and gave up schooling. It was okay though because our school will still accept her. It's just that, it is such a loss because if she didn't stop, she would have been with us now, studying and all. But she chose to give up school and just go to work for the better.

It made me realize how lucky I really was to have a family who can feed and can send me to school. I think, I'm really very fortunate to have all that I have now and the best thing I can do to repay my parents is by working hard on my studies to have a reasonable grade.

I feel like a firecracker. I make it hot.


LOL. That was random. I'm sorry but I just had to type that because I like that line from a Britney Spear's song. I just couldn't remember what the title is.

Today, we were supposed to go to the cemetery to visit my grandpa, Papet, on his 6th Death Anniversary. It should have been yesterday, December 5th but we were not able to go because of some reasons. While attending mass, I told Papet we will visit him this Friday after our Food Trip at The Port Restaurant in line for our Culinary Class activities.

I think my schedule for December-January will be packed and that I has to save money as much as possible for me to be able to pull and push through with whatever is in my itinerary. XD

Man, I really miss people. December is kind of depressing because it's gonna be a goodbye. As much as I want December 31st to stay longer, I can't because after 24 hours it will officially be 2010. Another year, another experience. New things, new challenges. And perhaps a new look for me? XD I'm thinking of a very nice hairstyle for next year to awe people. Don't worry I won't go bald because I don't have a round head. It's kind of square-ish and that, well yeah, didn't I tell you I was an alien before? XD

And, a Christmas video clip by me is on the works.. so please look forward for it. I'm actually not ready for this thing. It just dawned up on me when I checked my clothes box and saw my camera there. Oh yeah shoot. I has to upload pics. @___@ I really need to fix my timetable.

Also about that DBSK album being sold here in the Philippines, I checked it online and realized the album it's a live concert. I  mean, I thought I will be seeing the boys moving in my screen but no. T_T I went to sharingyoochun and then, the album is actually just an album. lol. There are two CDs and that it will only be audio. But oh well. I will still buy myself a copy on the 15th. I don't care if SM gets the money or whatever. I WANT MY DBSK ALBUM. That's just it.

I haven't really said this, but I'm starting to accept the idea of DBSK's disbandment. I even wanna slap myself for having the guts to say it. I know it was really hard. But at least, I did not miss the greatest thing that happened in my life. My 3 years of fandom did not really go to waste... well, not really. I was able to make friends, I was able to meet wonderful people from various places with different cultures and all. It was really worth it.

Accepting the idea of DBSK's disbandment is and will be an excruciating process. It's like removing a tattoo. Painful, long and hard. Real hard. That's why I'm buying anything with relevance to DBSK or sth~ But I just hope, if ever they will really disband, they will have a nice and peaceful one. I hope the whole lawsuit thing will be resolved, even if the chances are low.

The position I am in now is hard. They boys' is harder. That's why I'm really keeping my faith. Damn, that line is like a novena or a rosary already and the boys are becoming my religion. XD But you know, I have always find it amusing how artists try to communicate with their fans. They do it so many unusual ways.  

I'm positive though, if ever they will disband, they will either go to another record label or company and start all over. Or maybe they will make their own record label, produce their own music and become independent and all. That would be a better idea. XD

Maybe the "DBSK disbandment" isn't the right term for it. It should have been "DBSK's detachment from SM". LOL.

Okay, I'm off now. It's 1AM already and I have classes in 8 hours.

picture credits: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5

cross-over post : it's cold outside

It was cold outside.

Note that this was posted on December 5th and that the blog owner of this blog (lol) forgot to post this post here so yeah, late post is late post = big fail. Anyways, read on though I could not guarantee you perfection and satisfaction of any sort. 

and I'm wearing my not so favorite pink hoodie, (lulz with the emphasis) with a green shittty undershirt paired with my old but comfy gray pair of shorts (not micro mini, btw) while drinking a cup of milk made my Mummie~

20 more days before Christmas rant :)

The past few days were... erratic. The weather changes every now and then. My mood too. And I find it funny how it was like that last week. First, I was bitching on the whole DBSK "disbandment" thing and up to now at this very moment I am still. Then, there's the ever so random weather fluctuations; I remembered one time it was around 3pm and it was really sunny yet it was raining. ZOMG. Global Warming.

After that, there were other more serious things like family stuffs, friend stuff and all the "Crap, it's 2010 already and two years from now is gonna be the end of the world." Also, there's Team Jacob and Team Edward flags flailing in the air, people starts asking silly questions like: Would you want to be a vampire or a werewolf? And there's the stupid "Don't see it alone" movie in which I think should have been "Don't watch it alone". Though it DOESN'T really make any sense, I just want to post that up, lol.

Lately, I was contemplating on some certain things. Things like, what I really wanna do when I grow up, the things I should be prioritizing now that I am still young and will still be able to correct those little mistakes, how stupid I was the past year, how 2009 has changed me so far, the good and the bad that I have done, the memories I will treasure most, and those other stuffs you think are of no significant value until you really realize, "Ah~ so this why this is here for. "

A week ago after Mum and I had lunch in a little food shop near our place, we went to this salon and had our nails painted with whichever color we preferred. Mum did her toenails while I asked the manicurist to do my fingernails. I thought it was useless to have my toenails painted because I'm using close shoes anyways. It's better to show off my fingernails, lol. So yeah, I had my fingernails painted with Red. Sorry, no picture available. XD My hands are not to pretty, sorry Jae~ lol.

And so, while the manicurist was doing her job, I was scanning some magazines and I saw this random page of National Inquirer Newspaper (wait, isn't it a Magazine?) with Jim Carrey's face on it. I was ballistic GASP. JIM CARREY OH MY GOD! SUN! I have this little crush on him. Why do I like funny men? XD

Anyways, the article was about him and how he has undergone an emotional state or phase in his happy life and that he was thankful because if it weren't for his daughter, Jane, he would not have known where he was right now.

He said and I quote:

My priorities were different earlier on. But life has a way of showing you. First you have to experience sheer loneliness. You go through a period feeling kind of vacant. Then you realize, "Oh- that's what other people are here for".

It really struck me. I mean, I was feeling all lonely during the last quarter of this year. But I'm not saying I was always sad or lonely. Or maybe I was just overly analytical and that I'm just exaggerating as per always. But I noticed, after every time I was sad, there is always happiness. Like, there's a rainbow always after the rain thing.

I also find it stupid how in almost all occasions, there is always a plus and a minus. If say in a week, I was happy on Monday up to Wednesday but on Thursday and Friday I'm so... so sad. And then on a Saturday everything is fine again, and you know... that crap? I mean, I always try to make my self believe that it's always gonna be a happy ending. That everything will all be okay, even if it isn't. Because in reality, it really is not.

Sigh.

Okay, enough will all the drama. That was.. just some of my pent up emotions. I don't have any other outlet because facebook is well~ blah. Some people in my f-list (in facebook) who are also in my f-list in real life would comment and say, "Are you alright?" or "Are you okay" which answer is obviously not and I can't really go and say, "SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GO AWAY" because they might get offended and all. I mean, why do I have to be always the one who should be understanding other people? Why can't I have a day-off and be a misunderstanding just for one day and hope people would understand? Gosh, that was random.

I'm sorry for being gay today. I think I had a little much more on the sugar. Today actually is my 17th year and 4th month living in planet Earth. I don't really celebrate my.. monthday? or whatever, lol. But just for the lulz. The last time it was an upset stomach, then a pain somewhere in the middle of my palm (similar to that of Jesus Christ nailed to the cross), thirdly back pains, afterwards it was a sore throat which I think is a Pharyngitis, I forgot to go to our School Clinic last Friday because Zarah, Opel and I had fun at the mall after Zarah bought a SuJu album. LMAO~ and finally, headaches. I think I am okay now so no need to worry. :P

Hokay, this is getting a bit longer than I have expected so, I will just try to enumerate or list down whatever was up to me lately so yeah, here it goes:

October: second semester in College, my schedule is sucky but I will post it really, the soonest. kinda okay month but saddening and depressing.

November: a big pain in the arse. I swear, I had to attend two different debut parties but it was really fun. I just didn't like how the preparation went, with all the make-up and the hair styling and shits, damn this is why I've always wanted to be a boy. Mum, here that? LMAO good thing Mum doesn't have a journal, but she has facebook so that explains why I am here.

December: is sad, cold and chilly. few more days and it will be 2010. I don't really know what to expect. Especially in the next year's National Elections, with all the killing, massacres, crime and violence and all~ people are getting greedier as the year changes. Sigh. The unlawfulness, all the bias-ness, the shittyness and all.

GAH! I'd like to stop from thinking about more serious stuffs like school but these social issues are getting into my nerves. I can't just let myself not be involved with it. As much as I try not to be involved I really just can't.


Anyways, SHINee came here in the Philippines last Nov. 27th but I was not able to see them because I did not have enough moolah to buy myself a ticket and fly to Manila (because I live in Cebu). It would already be a great just to be able to see Onew, Jonghyun, Minho and Key at the airport and go *flail* at the guards, lol. I was able to see fancams and fan shots though so it was okay. If it was DBSK, I WILL DEFINITELY FLY TO MANILA AND KIDNAP YOOSU AND CHANGMIN. HAHAHAHA. YUNJAE CAN STAY TOGETHER, LOL.

SPEAKING OF DBSK, IT WAS JUST ANNOUNCED TODAY THAT DBSK'S MIROTIC LIVE ALBUM CONCERT IN KOREA WILL FINALLY BE SOLD HERE IN THE PHILIPPINES AND THAT THE DAY WILL BE ON DECEMBER 15TH WHICH HAPPENS TO BE SU!BUTT JUNSU'S BEERDAY! I HEARD UNIVERSAL RECORDS WILL BE RELEASING 3 DBSK/TVXW ALBUMS (MIROTIC LIVE, THE SECRET CODE AND MIROTIC VER.C) AND I AM SO GONNA BUY ALL OF THOSE.

I DON'T CARE ANYMORE IF SM GETS ALL THE MONEY. AFTER ALL IT'S ALL ABOUT DBSK, SO YEAH. OMFG. IM TALKING-COCK. O_O

All caps failness. lol. Anyways, though that is a happy thing. THSK Bigeastation will be finishing its broadcast by the end of December. I was never really the one who looks forwards to radio shows of the boys, but whenever I get the chance to listen, I do. It's just, maybe it was a good thing for me because I was not that "involved" with the radio show so I won't have a hard time "letting go". But I can't help but feel for those who translates it to English and the subbers as well. I know it will be hard for them. Sigh. I'm trying to be positive that maybe, just maybe there'll be a Bigeastation Season 2 by 2010. I believe the radio show has 141 episodes already. 59 more for it to reach 200. XD But maybe they are cutting it to 150. IDK. Just~ *cries*



"perhaps to Yoochun life is the nightmare and dreams are his real life."
an excerpt from kage12 's fic, Gone For So Long.

Maybe this line true. But not Yoochun though, lol. Gah. This reminds me of another rant about our Philosophy class. @__@ I will try to post something more coherent tomorrow or sometime. And with pics. lol. I don't wanna scare you or something but I was thinking of making a video clip for Christmas. For everybody, HAHAHAHAHA. So that you guys can see my sexy face and hear my sexy voice. hahahahaha. Okay~ I better shut up now.

Now that I think of it, more people prefer dreams than reality. Maybe there's fantasy, noh?